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这个博客当然也会继续保留的，时不时也是会回来看看，码点字的。

嗯。。。新家一般般，目前自己还是蛮喜欢的。

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new year new beginning~~~

这个博客是越来越不好打开了。于是有想法搬个家。。。还真是麻烦。。。努力研究哈吧。08年还是整个好点博客。

加油！

Well, in my old days, I never took an eye on the novels written by Jane Austin because of the titles of her books. Then one day, I opened the first page of Pride and Prejudice, then I found myself wrong, totally wrong. Jane Austin used her own writings and words telling me a world that i seldom got in touch with, a peaceful world full of women's personality and characteristics. In Pride and Prejudice, Jane gave the heroine Elisabeth outstanding features that distinguished from other women at that time. And that was why Darcy was attracted by her without self-consciousness. They slowly fell in love with each other from the dislike at the first time. Of course this story ended with a happy marriage. Jane Austin expressed her points of view towards marriage in all her novels. However strangely she never got married in her forty-two-year life. Also in Sense and Sensibility, Jane also told us the true meaning of a happy marriage, and how to get one.

I think in Jane Austin's heart, a successful marriage bases on wealth and love between the two people, each element is indispensable. Take Elisabeth and Darcy for example, they had the love for each other, and Darcy was very wealth. Unlike Elisabeth's two sisiters, one only had love and the other only had money. Compared to the two not very wonderful marriages, Elisabeth was the luckiest one. Elinor and Edward, they also bulit a wonderful marriage in Sense and Sensibility. And also there is no exceptions, Marrianne got a happy one at the end of the novel.

I still remembered after watching the movie Sense and Sensibility which was directed by Ann Lee in 1995. This movie was the first movie of Ann Lee that he made in Hollywood, and won him several prizes of different oganizitions. Ann Lee indeed desribed the bearable love of Elinor and the artlessness of Marrianne. Not so many gorgeous scenes, but many countysides, natural landscapes, pure people, insistent love, they are the things that can move me inside.

In 2005, the movie Pride and Prejudice was on directed by Joe Wright. It's also a two-thumb- up movie. However compared to Sense and Sensibility, I prefer the the one directed by Ann Lee. Ann Lee put his Chinese affections in the movie,  and gives love insistence, bearable feelings, and tolerance. He shows the Westerners how we Chinese love and live through the old British stories. Especially the movie Brokeback Mountain, the love between the two cowboys is so bearable. They buried the feelings inside for years. I can't control my tears when he found the bloody shirt that Jack wore when they had the fight. Ann Lee put connotation perfectly in most of his movies. And that's what can move me much more than so-called  'big producted' and 'sensational' movies in Hollywood.

Alright, back to Jane Austin: biography.

Jane Austen was an English novelist whose books, set amongst the English middle and upper classes, are notable for their wit, social observation and insights into the lives of early 19th century women.

Jane Austen was born on 16 December 1775 in the village of Steventon in Hampshire. She was one of eight children of a clergyman and grew up in a close-knit family. She began to write as a teenager. In 1801 the family moved to Bath. After the death of Jane's father in 1805 Jane, her sister Cassandra and their mother moved several times eventually settling in Chawton, near Steventon.

Jane's brother Henry helped her negotiate with a publisher and her first novel, 'Sense and Sensibility', appeared in 1811. Her next novel 'Pride and Prejudice', which she described as her "own darling chil" received highly favourable reviews. 'Mansfield Park' was published in 1814, then 'Emma' in 1816. 'Emma' was dedicated to the Prince Regent, an admirer of her work. All of Jane Austen's novels were published anonymously.

In 1816, Jane began to suffer from ill-health, probably due to Addison's disease. She travelled to Winchester to receive treatment, and died there on 18 July 1817. Two more novels, 'Persuasion' and 'Northanger Abbey' were published posthumously and a final novel was left incomplete.

Her works:

Lady Susan(1793), Sense and Sensibility(1811), Pride and Prejudice(1813), Mansfielf Park (1814), Emma(1815), Northanger Abbey (1817), Persuasion (1818), etc.

Now I am looking forward to the movie about Jane Austin's life： Becoming Jane. And the heroine is Anne Hathaway. Hope it can indeed tell us a lot about Jane Austin and the true heart of this famous and special  female novelist. Waiting for it!

当真是最无聊的寒假。我每天的生活真的是超有规律。每天晚上十二点的样子睡觉，然后睡到第二天下午的一点至三点起床，老妈就说：你直接吃晚饭哇？我汗。。。然后吃一顿午饭嘛，然后晚上五点半吃晚饭，晚上九点过再吃夜宵。其他的时间就对到电脑发呆。。。都不晓得在干啥。翻网页，看视频，看无聊的偶像剧，碟子也看完了，好看的书也差不多搞定了。唉。。。点儿精神食粮都没有。郁闷啊~每天穿很多，还裹一个睡袋，抱一个暖手炉。这是什么日子啊~~简直是。。。

太无聊的寒假了。。到处都雪灾，走哪儿都不对。唉。。。太郁闷了。

oh, god!who can save me!!!

今年天气很怪哈，北方不下雪，藏区不下雪，南方下雪。成都真的是冷啊~~我都觉得很冷了。都把老妈的长羽绒服抢来穿起了。现在终于等到放寒假了，结果。。。唉。。。公路不是结冰就是下雪，火车也停了很多，连飞机都是跑到太滑，无法起飞。。。这个假期看来注定是出不了远门了。要是真的出去了，一个不小心回不来了才好玩，还要在春运期间挤，太郁闷了！！看来我得去整点精神粮食，在家冬眠一个寒假，闭关修炼了。唉。。。

前几天去shopping，看到春装都已经上市了，那个心情啊，简直是。。。那么色彩斑斓样式各异的春装真的感觉是春天来了一样，可惜，一出商店的门，外面还在飘雪。简直是冰火两重天。

春天在哪里啊，春天在哪里，春天在那小朋友的眼睛里。。。

我要过春天啊~~我要过夏天啊~~春天啊~~夏天啊~~恨死冬天啦~~

算了，我去闭关修炼去了。。。

Single, yeah, that is the word i had been thinking for so many years till i met someone.

now i still remember those times i had spent alone.

it started when i was in high school. i had a wonderful time with W. Then someone told me that there would be no one who could cherish and take care of me like him. at that time, i was stoned. for the first time i didn't know what i want for myself. i knew it was hard, very hard for me to find another guy like. however, i still knew exactly i had some feelings for him. he was the one that could take one place in my heart. still, now, he is the one that no one can take his place. i didn't wanna hurt him. so did myself. and i knew i wasn't that type of person who could be with someone for a whole life. i just wanna be free. free enough for me to do anything, go anywhere, free to be who i am.

then i spent almost three years alone, although i got lots of pals. i would like to have lessons alone, have meals alone, go shopping alone, read books and listen to the music alone, take a walk alone, do some sports alone, go travelling and have fun alone etc.and i quite enjoyed myself this way. no one could control myself, no one could bother me. even though, sometimes it made me feel there was only me in the world, a little bit lonely, didn't i? i used to sit beside the window in the library holding a novel, reading some pages and thinking about the time i was with the ones i did care in my life, where they were, what they did. or i took a walk in the campus around the woods in a sunny afternoon, watching those couplespassing me by hand in hand. in summer, i used to go swimming alone. just kept swimming in the pool come-and-go with no one talking to. sometimes i felt not like talking much. but i'd like to talk to myself while i was walking or bathing. life was so free and fabulous.  and i used to do some running before sleep, spread out some pressure within. also i went out with my pals or roommates. still i knew i was weird in some way. i couldn't get into what they loved a lot. as now i am writing down the feelings of the old days, i still wanna do some little stuff myself.

single life was so incredibly good. wanna get it back like that? en...maybe...

and then i found mon cher. life was different though. we did most of the things together that i used to do alone. different life for two of us. and it's almost been three years. kinda unforgetable. maybe he is the right for me. and he cherishes me much more and take more care of me. perhaps he can take good care and cherish more than anybody else in the whole world. and it is he who changes my point of view of being single. thank god.

but marriage, en ...i still have to think a lot about it. i really don't like at all. terrible word. just like what people say: marriage is the tomb of love. well, i hope that's not the truth.  i gonna make my own life much more different from others'. and live it like the way i am with mon cher.

en... sorry, guys, i really don't know what i 've been writing. just some little complaints in my brain. life is short. just enjoy it. make it like yours. cherish each day you have.

Carpe diem~

哈哈~~成都居然下雪啦~~好难得的事情。N年才见一次啊~难道真的是08年是中国人的瑞年？成都居然都下雪了。。。冷啊~~只想窝在被窝头冬眠，不想出去啊~~不过最痛苦的是：还有上一周的课。。。还要早起一周啊~~而且最郁闷的不是上课，是监考。。。那么冷，啥子事情都不能干，只能坐在那里把埋头奋笔疾书的学生盯到起，连发神都不能。。。唉。。。世界上最痛苦的事情不是考试啊，是监考！！！恨死了！！！恨死了！！

这两天我在家头吹了哈空调，窝到被子头上网，看视频，仿佛咳嗽好多了。。。唉~~然后在家头狂想麦当劳的hot chocolate~~嗯~今天去上晚自习的途中一定要买一杯来喝，然后下了晚自习在整一杯。呵呵~~抱抱来接我去学校的话，就不会喝雪风，那就不会再加重感冒了。呵呵~~

前天在网上终于遇到了老弟。呵呵~~聊了很久。想他啊~唉。。。小孩子都在长大了。在外面的五年对于他来说可能也是一种习惯了吧，如果突然要回来，也许他心里或多或少会有失落感的。在外面五年了，都没有干出很大的成就，可能他心里也觉得不甘心吧。可怜的小孩，加油啦！等你回来，等你的好消息，等你~~

感动！！刚才抱抱打电话说开门，有special delivery，开门一看：抱抱专门去麦当劳给我买了hot chocolate送起来~~哇~~超感动啊~那么冷，还在下雪~我就星期五晚上说我想喝的。。。站在门口说了几句，他都不进来，说还要回家吃饭。哇~~hot chocolate ~~warm~~~

Unfortunately, I am sick again! Bad Luck!

看来这一年一两次的生病今年这么早就用了一次了，提前预支三。去年还是二月份从桂林那边回来，因为那边还在穿T-shirt，这边穿羽绒服，所以就感冒了。然后去年十一月底遭了一次。两次！今天这儿才一月，就遭了一次了。看来那一次多半又要等到冬天冷的不行了的时候再感冒了。

郁闷！讨厌冬天！穿得有多，又不好运动，还容易感冒。我气！！！然后就只想睡觉，想暖和的窝。

这回是咳嗽，咳得不行了 。上课连一句称投的话都说不称投，一直咳啊咳啊的。昨天咳了一天，今天我的腹肌都是酸痛的。一咳起来就，牵动腹肌，唉。。。我郁闷。练腹肌嘛，也不是这个样子练的嘛。不要整的我咳嗽好了，还不是很明显的腹肌就真的整成八块了。。。。天~~那不是我连攀岩都没有练出来的成果，都被咳嗽占完了？那是不是因祸得福喃？呵呵~·痛苦啊~~

再熬一周了~~再熬一周我就可以放假了。。。。努力啊~·加油啊~~生活是多么的美好啊~~

终于看完了这本书：追风筝的人。

很久没有看全译本的小说了。看的我有点郁闷，总觉得译过来的语言显得很别扭和晦涩。可能还是看原文的好吧。其实，中文才是最优美最难学的语言。中国几千年的文化造就了如此语言，至今还有如此多的人们在使用着，还有无数的人向往着。好好学习中文吧。。。每天晚上睡觉之前背诗经。。。（这个。。。还是看点其他的吧。呵呵～）

还是回来说这本书吧。故事很简单，也没有华丽的辞藻。但，看到结尾的时候，内心还是被小小的震动了一下。信任，背叛，忠心，友谊，坚强，懦弱。。。这些词都淡淡的从书页中走出来。

追风筝，在现在来说，应该是追梦吧，追逐那些我们以为曾经遗忘的伤痕，遗忘那些我们不断逃避的背叛，追逐那些我们儿时的梦，是要面对那些我们不想面对，也不敢面对的人和事，追风筝，是要勇气，要毅力，要坚强。

还是找本其他的书来看算了。唉。。。

冷。。。真冷。想冬眠了。。。还有两周才放假，我都不行了。想找个暖和的地方过冬。今年寒假太短了，不到三周，郁闷。实在没有地方走我还是去阳朔吧。。。暖和，空气好，还有山可以爬。顺便把相片带给毛大叔，然后把玻璃杯拿给分分钟，再找Dingo请教哈。安逸～～

前天晚上在网上遇见亲爱的了，唉～～这么久了，我们那么有默契，属于同一类人啊。。。想她啊～等放假了去骚扰她。呵呵～～

想放假啊～～～～～～

有时候，往往身边的那些细微的小事，却最能打动我的心。

在街上看到很老很老的奶奶爷爷手牵手，相互扶持的过马路，眼眶会不知不觉的湿润，这就是执子之手，与子偕老的感动吧。

想起读中学的时候，总有一个隔壁班的男生会比我提前到学校，默默的从窗户翻到连接两个班的阳台，再从窗户翻进我的教室，为我开门，而我一直到很久之后才知道。当时心中的那种小小的震撼真的很难忘。

想起抱抱冬天会默默的给我暖手；也会在喝银耳的时候，先把我不喜欢的苟记吃掉；也会默默的低下身为我穿鞋，记鞋带。。。

想起那天，我将水杯放在教室讲桌上，想等学生考试的时候去隔壁办公室接点热水喝。当我开始考试的时候，我拿起水杯准备去接水，发现，已经有学生默默的为我接了慢慢的一杯热水。当时，端着水杯，看着下面奋笔疾书的学生，心里很温暖很温暖，唇边情不自禁的泛起了笑容。

想起，老妈默默的为我和老爸织着毛衣。

也想起姥姥虽然晕车，却仍将很小很小的我抱在怀中，怕我站立不稳摔在地上。

想起，太多太多曾经以为都忘记的事情。。。那些让我感到丝丝温暖的事